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Saturday, March 5, 20117:22 PM Feeling down today! :( Awkward awkward happened at tutor. xD And I like full legged it bro D: Had to buy new pants and hence was late to Alan's class. A whole half an hour! I was so sad! I bought him Soothers because I was eavesdropping yesterday, ks? I admit it. Haha. For his own good! Will write FOR ALAN in texta on it next time. (:
Realised how selfish I was today! I guess I'm going to have to learn to be more assertive (: And not just sneak stuff around. I'm just in such a rotten mood and I feel bad. Guess I'm taking impressing Alan too seriously :P But yeah just want some recognition for my effort :( Left it on the counter and Kwan ate it instead == Then gave it to Studio and Kwan STILL ate it. CHEEEEE. "I just get some from Jaye" It's the same stick of soothers dumb one. Perhaps I'm just being bitter because Kwan basically wishes that I didn't exist to hinder him for his other friends and popping endeavours, but that's just it. WHAT. A. DOUCHE. My use to him has been served. He no longer wishes for any association with me unless he knows no one else and feels like a loser without company. I likewise won't tolerate that last resort treatment any longer and I guess I'll just give him what he wants. I understand. He's reaching for something further than what I am. FIIIINE. But if you ever read this, just take a look at what you've become. On the other hand, I must keep my head clear. I tell myself dance for love, not hate. I'm not going to dance to be better than him. I'm going to dance because I love dancing and I find it a privilege in my life to have the oppotunity to do it. Everything I promised before still stands and will stand for as long as dance is a part of my life. Took Alan's class for the first time yesterday. I love it (: Minus the weird leg hitting. He's so NGAWWW. So cute <3 WOO ALAN! I just look up to him so much and I feel so lucky to be able to learn popping from him. He works my muscles hard and I was caning. xD Took locking straight after. Leslie's a great teacher, too (: Locking is a happy dance. It spreads the love <3 To learn from Leslie is such a privilege. He's such a nice guy and locking really describes him as a person. Took both classes with Gusti. I look up to his popping and though I've never seen it in action, I'd probably looking up to his locking, too. (: NEVER LOSE SIGHT ABOUT WHAT DANCE MEANS TO YOU. When you recognise it's something that tells the world who you are and not a means of being impressive, that's when dance will mean so much more. Groove first, technique later. <3 It's the groove that makes it yours. As exactly what SoulXpress says (in a nutshell, this post is all about): Recognise - Respect - Represent |
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